In secret recipi
our 3rd meal together
my "kononnya" favorite food
LAGSANE~~
.....yeah yeah....
wat i love bout lagsane is actually the cheese only
haha... =p
actually i have complained to him
that i miss lagsane million times d
he promised me to treat me till tat day
DREAM COMES TRUE
i must admit tat actually guys that know how to cook are attractive
they become DELICOUS =p
especially when they cook purposely for the girls...
wow...is so cannot be defenced
SWEET!!!
dont know y
i always hope that he can cook for me
but i know he dont simply cook for unknown ppl like me
well...wat i expect somemore
at least he treated me...
i cannot remember since when i fall for him
just suddenly i will
jealous when he's telling me bout other girls,
share with him my life story in school,
i feel conmfortable and safe to go out with him alone
is like i will be fine and protected when he's with me,
hope tat he can come to my school more often
even hope tat he can actually study in my school...
i actually never think to couple with him
i should say i dont dare to think
coz
1)i dont know wat he's thinking...
with his fabulous history and the way he talk bout chicks
i just feel tat i'm not his ''taste''
and everytime when v actually act like couple
i will thought tat he's just joking with me
he's not taking it serious
2)he's going to overseas
i scared we cannot beat the time if v really couple
3)i'm scared to start a relation
coz cinderella does not exist in this world
maintaining a relation is not easy
coz 2 ppl from different background different thinking
match together
sometime is just like oil and water
then quarrel will end everything
i just dont have confident
(confidence seems to be my biggest problem
when i do anything)
but ...
end up i still let him catch my hand
catch my heart
i dont wanna reject
i wanna give it a try
i hope we can create miracle in our life
*************************************************
dear
sorry if i always give you a feeling of not trusting you
i'm actually not doubting you
i actually doubting myself
my ability...
i dont know wat's in me tat attracts you
just feel unsecure
i will try to change
not to be so sensetive and doubtive
dear
i love you so much
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