when the coffee meet the tea
Dear dear dear...long time v din post anyting here..haha..
i tink our blog lack of pic la..XD...so since v had noting else 2 post here..ta dah !! Pic time..hehe crazy ad.. whoa !! XD...eat so much XD...haha


Our 1st date...hahaha!! 30/06/09

The Botak and the Beauty XD

Tat's my dear wit her piano ^^
when the coffee meet the tea
18 August ..that's the day im leaving !!
1st they said that i'm suppose to leave at 31st...
then 22nd..now...18th ! damn it!..

How can this happened?
Millions of questions running in my mind everyday everytime whenever i think of that..
Dear when can v meet ? when is my holiday? why so soon? why muz v being separated? Will u miss me? Will u rmb our promises? why this why that?

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Stupid tears !! Stop running out from my eyes pls! I hate that!!
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Our time is limited now...but thank God i got through UnPad Entrance Exam..at least i will b at Indonesia..at least i can come back during Hari Raya and CNY..thats the best ting ^^ Besides..call from Indonesia and Malaysia is considered cheap if being compared to Malaysia n Russia rite ^^ There is also a direct flight from KLIA to Bandung ^^ so no worries..Take it positively!! I go early..come bek early..So , no point delaying ..hoho !!

Dear plzz..promise me u will take gud care of urself when im not around k? T.T...I knw u try 2 act strong dear coz u wan me 2 leave for my Medical Degree..But lets say if u cant take it ..anytime my shoulder will b the place for u 2 rest ..ok

Approximately 1 month left..Since im so free now..the only thing in my mind is that..i can spend quality time with u...i dun mind travelling to c u at ur uni ...i dun mind being tired..coz all i wan is to b by urside k...Noting will stop me !!

Love U dear ( Cheong Xing Yi) ^^
when the coffee meet the tea
In secret recipi
our 3rd meal together
my "kononnya" favorite food
LAGSANE~~
.....yeah yeah....
wat i love bout lagsane is actually the cheese only
haha... =p
actually i have complained to him
that i miss lagsane million times d
he promised me to treat me till tat day
DREAM COMES TRUE
i must admit tat actually guys that know how to cook are attractive
they become DELICOUS =p
especially when they cook purposely for the girls...
wow...is so cannot be defenced
SWEET!!!
dont know y
i always hope that he can cook for me
but i know he dont simply cook for unknown ppl like me
well...wat i expect somemore
at least he treated me...
i cannot remember since when i fall for him
just suddenly i will
jealous when he's telling me bout other girls,
share with him my life story in school,
i feel conmfortable and safe to go out with him alone
is like i will be fine and protected when he's with me,
hope tat he can come to my school more often
even hope tat he can actually study in my school...
i actually never think to couple with him
i should say i dont dare to think
coz
1)i dont know wat he's thinking...
with his fabulous history and the way he talk bout chicks
i just feel tat i'm not his ''taste''
and everytime when v actually act like couple
i will thought tat he's just joking with me
he's not taking it serious
2)he's going to overseas
i scared we cannot beat the time if v really couple
3)i'm scared to start a relation
coz cinderella does not exist in this world
maintaining a relation is not easy
coz 2 ppl from different background different thinking
match together
sometime is just like oil and water
then quarrel will end everything
i just dont have confident
(confidence seems to be my biggest problem
when i do anything)
but ...
end up i still let him catch my hand
catch my heart
i dont wanna reject
i wanna give it a try
i hope we can create miracle in our life
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dear
sorry if i always give you a feeling of not trusting you
i'm actually not doubting you
i actually doubting myself
my ability...
i dont know wat's in me tat attracts you
just feel unsecure
i will try to change
not to be so sensetive and doubtive
dear
i love you so much