i dont know how...
when the coffee meet the tea
i really really miss you alot...
this feeling's getting stronger and stronger every day
wat i'm gonna do??
wat should i do??
i wanna tell you how much i miss you
how much i love you
but i dont wan you to feel the pressure
i dont wan you to feel the burden
i dont wan you to feel guilty for always leaving me alone
everyday when i miss you..
the most i do is just open my phone and stare
i dont dare to msg you...
i scared i disturb you
i wan you to be focus
when you told me you got lots more to study
maybe we should arrange our time to contact
i scared....i cried
maybe coz of missing you too much too
i scared this would end up to be a habit
i scared it's just the beginning and you are tat busy
wat's gonna be in future??
i knew this will be happened at the very beginning
when you say your ambition is to be doctor
but i dont know it will happened tat fast
now my left brain and right brain are fighting with each other
i dont know which side should i choose
should i be selfish or should i be generous???
everyday i keep imagining the image of us studying together in the same school
when i'm alone in the room
studying together at night
it's sweet and nice but i dont wan it...
if you really study here instead of going to indo
then maybe i would not know how much i love you
after wat you had said the day before yesterday
i've decided not to online so early
let you nap and study awhile first
tin...
i dont need you to keep entertain me when we online
you just need to let me see you
you can continue to study...
i can take care of myself...
i can study my things i can do my things
just tat i hope when i look up to the laptop screen i can see you
and i can take it as if we are sitting down study together side by side
feel the existence of you in my life
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My Sleeping Beauty..hehe ^^
when the coffee meet the tea
Hmm..woke up at 9.30am here..( means Malaysia is 10.30 now )..
Brush my teeth n clean my room
while waiting for my roommate Dr Jasdev Singh to wake up.


Then head to the gym..work out time...
he is sleeping like a pig now..
hahaha

I ald adapt myself here

although deep in my heart im missing Ms.Cheong Xing Yi..
and also my family.. back in Malaysia

Thinking thinking and thinking of wat shud 1 post here 2day....
hmmm...jeng jeng jeng jeng....
haha decided to post the picture of my Sleeping Beauty..

sleeping like a baby..BIG BABY..hehe


she muz b having sweetdream..hehe


So many expression 1

she woke up d and greet me wit a smile..hehe


she got a shock when i told her i snap her pic..haha muackz



So sweeeeeet~~no wonder she robbed my heart in the beginning ..

hehe...tats all for 2day





















































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my tomato ^.^
when the coffee meet the tea
it has been awhile i never see you face to face d
miss you so much...
all i can see everyday is this pictures that i take thru skype
but it's more than enough d for this moment^^
at least i still can see you everyday
talk with you everyday
i dont dare to ask for more d
eh tomato...study nicely ya...
dont keep thinking y you choose to go there d
since you already move the step then continue it
i believe your choice
so trust yourself also^^
things cannot be backward and restart again 1 o...
gambateh
just like our feeling towards each other
once it's on then it's on
you cannot ask me to keep bak all the feelings d...hehe
die die la you...kena tied forever d =p
innocent look but actually he's not..hehe =p


O.O sexy~ =p

the big baby
muackzzzz


so nice to look at his sleeping face



ops...he wake up d =p
i like the way he smile like this ^^





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the saturday noon
when the coffee meet the tea
i'm so lucky today
coz you are the 1st person i saw
after i wake up this morning
you cheer my day up
^^
i have no idea wat to say
wat to talk
hmm...i'm a bad speaker
haiz...
hope i'm not a boring person for you
i just wanna stare at you
look at your face
23 more days
you will be bak
cant wait for the arrival of the day
hmm...dear...
you are so geng
like nothings can beat you down
i cannot be too behind of you
must catch up
follow your footstep
now all i wanna do is just
study together with you
work hard together with you
give out our best together
^^
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3rd Day abroad ( life without u )
when the coffee meet the tea
Dear, this is the 3rd day in Indonesia..life without u is really difficult..
Look at those time when v r together..v really look out for each other
and maximize the time spending on each other...
This also continue here my dear ^^..

Thank God there is Internet connection here o..Miss u a lot o ^^ nvm now v can chat..
Although the line is a bit slow but it consider very lucky ald to have 1...
hahaha...cant expect much le rite..dear ?

Dear...as i said , v muz b strong ok? This is our exam to secure our relationship in the future..
and all the time that v sacrificed here..will b compensated very soon ^^..
The reward will b very very extraordinary ^^..juz like having u in my life..
IT'S A MIRACLE ^^...muackz ..

5 yrs = 5 X 365 days X 24 hours ^^

so...i think rite..very soon v will b able 2 b together..^^
as v said our plan was to move out n stay together ^^
i juz cant wait for that 2 happen ^^

Dun b sad ya..^^ promise when anything happen to one of us...
we wil b there for each other..I did always mention..as a couple ^^
enjoy means enjoy together , suffer means suffer together..
Together v form a very very very powerful strength ^^
which nothing can defeat us ...

hehehehe...the main point is i wanna u 2 stay strong ok..
Muackz..love u so much ^^



Always loving u,

Justine Sim Wei Yang
(tomato ) ^^



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2nd day
when the coffee meet the tea
2nd day
still miss you lot
continue on everything
waiting for you to online
cant leave my phone my laptop again
miss your face
miss you voice
again how are you there?
make new friends d?
life still ok there?
so wish i can by your side now
how i wish i can
T_T
gasping for air now
miss you miss you
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I NEED YOU JUSTINE SIM WEI YANG
when the coffee meet the tea
dear...
1 day without you...
is so difficult...
the time pass so slow...
heartbeat is so hard
is like banging the wall inside
i need to breath harder
to capture the air
without you
the air become thinner
i feel colder
my life bak to a straight line
every moment
i keep thinking
how are you?are you ok?
wat are you doing now?
i miss you alot how bout you?
you eat d?bath d?
are you tired?
i dont dare to go toilet
scared later you call
dont dare to leave my hp
scared later you msg
on my msn skype and fb whole day
dont dare to leave
scared later you online
i miss you dear
miss you a lot a lot
you are very very very important to me
i need you
i cannot cry
coz you need me now
i must be strong^^
tonight...
i scared to sleep
i scared once i relax
my water paip will on again
i scared once i close my eyes
our memories flash bak
your face appear
then my tears running out again
i scared i nightmare again
and scream alone in the dark
i scared when you cannot sleep
msg me tat time i never notice
dear
*hug hug*
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it's like a dream
when the coffee meet the tea
the matching of us is
so dramatic
so unimaginable
so unpredictable
so miracle
it's like a dream
hope i will never wake up from this dream
2 years in the past
both of us are at the same place
never detect the existence of each other
dont even care who each other are
there are some other people in our eyes
there seems to be no link between 2 of us
it should be no link between us
but the 3 days trip in pangkor
actually tied us up with a red string
a tiny 1 connected both of us
until we dont even realise
who knows 2 years later
the red string pull us together
but why 2 years later??
maybe now it's the time
but why when we just started then we have to face such a big challenge?
maybe this can make our relationship become stronger
oh...this is risky
but dear..
let us face it together
5 years....
i will wait for you to come bak
take care of yourself nicely there (i know you will)
study hard ( i know you will too ^^ )
when you are tired i'm always there for you
to relax
to speak to
dear
i love you
so...
defence yourself nicely ya =p
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Our Memory ^^
when the coffee meet the tea
Dear dear dear...long time v din post anyting here..haha..
i tink our blog lack of pic la..XD...so since v had noting else 2 post here..ta dah !! Pic time..hehe crazy ad.. whoa !! XD...eat so much XD...haha


Our 1st date...hahaha!! 30/06/09

The Botak and the Beauty XD

Tat's my dear wit her piano ^^
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Padjadjaran Im coming !! Yay!! Dear sorry I have 2 leave T.T
when the coffee meet the tea
18 August ..that's the day im leaving !!
1st they said that i'm suppose to leave at 31st...
then 22nd..now...18th ! damn it!..

How can this happened?
Millions of questions running in my mind everyday everytime whenever i think of that..
Dear when can v meet ? when is my holiday? why so soon? why muz v being separated? Will u miss me? Will u rmb our promises? why this why that?

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Stupid tears !! Stop running out from my eyes pls! I hate that!!
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Our time is limited now...but thank God i got through UnPad Entrance Exam..at least i will b at Indonesia..at least i can come back during Hari Raya and CNY..thats the best ting ^^ Besides..call from Indonesia and Malaysia is considered cheap if being compared to Malaysia n Russia rite ^^ There is also a direct flight from KLIA to Bandung ^^ so no worries..Take it positively!! I go early..come bek early..So , no point delaying ..hoho !!

Dear plzz..promise me u will take gud care of urself when im not around k? T.T...I knw u try 2 act strong dear coz u wan me 2 leave for my Medical Degree..But lets say if u cant take it ..anytime my shoulder will b the place for u 2 rest ..ok

Approximately 1 month left..Since im so free now..the only thing in my mind is that..i can spend quality time with u...i dun mind travelling to c u at ur uni ...i dun mind being tired..coz all i wan is to b by urside k...Noting will stop me !!

Love U dear ( Cheong Xing Yi) ^^
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30-06-09
when the coffee meet the tea
In secret recipi
our 3rd meal together
my "kononnya" favorite food
LAGSANE~~
.....yeah yeah....
wat i love bout lagsane is actually the cheese only
haha... =p
actually i have complained to him
that i miss lagsane million times d
he promised me to treat me till tat day
DREAM COMES TRUE
i must admit tat actually guys that know how to cook are attractive
they become DELICOUS =p
especially when they cook purposely for the girls...
wow...is so cannot be defenced
SWEET!!!
dont know y
i always hope that he can cook for me
but i know he dont simply cook for unknown ppl like me
well...wat i expect somemore
at least he treated me...
i cannot remember since when i fall for him
just suddenly i will
jealous when he's telling me bout other girls,
share with him my life story in school,
i feel conmfortable and safe to go out with him alone
is like i will be fine and protected when he's with me,
hope tat he can come to my school more often
even hope tat he can actually study in my school...
i actually never think to couple with him
i should say i dont dare to think
coz
1)i dont know wat he's thinking...
with his fabulous history and the way he talk bout chicks
i just feel tat i'm not his ''taste''
and everytime when v actually act like couple
i will thought tat he's just joking with me
he's not taking it serious
2)he's going to overseas
i scared we cannot beat the time if v really couple
3)i'm scared to start a relation
coz cinderella does not exist in this world
maintaining a relation is not easy
coz 2 ppl from different background different thinking
match together
sometime is just like oil and water
then quarrel will end everything
i just dont have confident
(confidence seems to be my biggest problem
when i do anything)
but ...
end up i still let him catch my hand
catch my heart
i dont wanna reject
i wanna give it a try
i hope we can create miracle in our life
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dear
sorry if i always give you a feeling of not trusting you
i'm actually not doubting you
i actually doubting myself
my ability...
i dont know wat's in me tat attracts you
just feel unsecure
i will try to change
not to be so sensetive and doubtive
dear
i love you so much
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